lost . . .

i feel lost,
but why so?
not because
friends aint there
not because
work aint plenty
not because
things left less
and also
not because
problems
aint headed,
and still
i feel lost

not only lost,
also feel alone;
not that everytime
but whenever
i do, it feels
very lost
and alone,
the kind that
makes u aloof
even in friendliest
makes u bored
even in interested
makes u less
even in the most
makes u 'only'
even in 'many'

ah, but why...