went too far
not with my legs
but in my mind
and heart
and paid its price
thought too far
thought too much
couldnt control
the emotions
getting bathed
with care and love
that it had
awaited for since
long even though
my current was
'reportedly'
with me ...
since the current
only was of
sincerity much,
or so i thought
but sincere enough
doesn't help if
it lacks care
and lacks
to show it
had thought of
clearing the air
with my current
...
that too when
the recent didnt
make any promise
...
today shaken
once again i
might be,
but will not
detract me
from resigning
and clearing
as thought of
i will
and yes
i will
clear the air
with my current
...
i know not
what awaits with
the recent
as even recent's
bogged out with
her present
and is trying
hard to make-up
and be sure
of either me
or her current
...
but i will n
yes i will
clear the air
but this time
i do it for
me
myself
my sanity
before it may
really take
the turn it
may choose
then lets c,
what really awaits
>
>
>
R E A L L Y -
one of current's
pet wordings
>
and even now
i get reminded,
R E A L L Y's
had a far-reaching
impact,
i deny not
and yes
i have liking
...
deep
and far
...
with care
and concern
to bathe
---
and so from
here on i choose
to clear the
air and stay as
i am rite now,
trying to be
forcibly without any
'sincere only'
from current
and
already in pain
being boundary-ied
by recent
to make her
sure decision
lets c
how do i fare
coz at its face
even dis time
i want my recent
but only when
she's sure
would she really
be MY recent
n so for now
only recent
she takes her
title
wish for recent
to really be
MINE
.
Un-Hindered
..
For-real
...
With-Her-Mind
For-Always
ME-and-Her
....
for this
i await
reader may choose
to disembark
and call it
another 'one-shot' off
but i await
n yes i await
wid all my heart
my soul
my patience
my pain
my endurance
and
myself wholly
i await
.
..
...
....
.....
......
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