my experience; adieu: gone is she

yesterday night was
calm and serene
but had no clue
as to what storm
was carrying within
and today morning
felt its aftermath -
she was gone!

yesterday night had
promised her what
she wanted, always
with her without
interfering her
and today morning
saw it interfering
with inside of me.
still, a word is
duty for gentleman;
i may be none, but
at least for her
and that too with
an oath on her head
would not lie,
and so I keep
the oath and
wait for to
settle within
myself if I could

yesterday night and
today morning had
its common effects -
swollen reddish eyes,
dreary throat and
running nose;
all through the night
and now don't know
till when to the day(s).
even now as I
dutifully perform
what she charted-out
for my routine,
waking up,
morning walk,
glucon-D, etc;
dont know how
would her effect
wear out, because
every small thing
makes me remember
and such is the
power that has
kept inside of me
in form of love,
care, affection,
worry, advise
for her and only

I pray for her
well-being,
for her success,
for her career,
for her life
(personal one),
for her family and friends,
and pray that
she gets what
she wishes for
and succeeds
eventually.
this I pray
with my whole,
though upset
and torn and
pained bad,
heart and hope
for it to come
true. for I
shall always
stand by her,
a little behind
her to catch
her if she falls,
to come with
her line if
she needs help
or wishes to
share or confess
or have it solved.
Even when she
wishes to return
(ever) back to me,
I shall be there
I shall
and thats a promise
till my whole is
alive and kicking
and till I do not
get tied onto
responsibilities
for life;
till such, I shall
always keep
my promise.