my experience; final goodbye :'(

soul feels very weak
weeping and wailing
for lost is the precious
which i thought could
make my own but
unfortunately couldn't
even with all of my
love care concern
couldn't make her
love me like mine
and even as i
shriek and creep
the morning seems
to be weeping along
for it has been raining
since the morning
after i came back
from my walk
with still swollen
and reddish eyes
... n her last sms
'I miss u too.bt ami commitment rakhbo.tk cr.'
felt like she was
waving me her final
goodbye... for ever!
den how cud tears
stop and how more
quietly could I wail
with every wail
breaking me apart
and with each drop
pain pinching deeper
as though her
bitemarks of love
of my shoulder
became afresh
just that the pain
was now in soul


bhalobeshe toke
korechi ki, janina
shob jeneo egiyechi
bhebechi ki, janina
jokhon aageo erom
hoto, kintu eibaar ta
shesh mone hocche
bujhechi ki, bolte pari!
dosh khujcchi na...
na tor na amar, karur na
bhalo thakish shob niye
asha korbo tor ta
ager moton hote paruk
nijer... bolte parbo na
chokh thamle to pata bujhbe
jol thamle to shukno hobe
naak thamle to golao thambe
...
r jodi nahote parlo ager moton
to thakbo ami ekhanei dariye
with open arms to welcome u back

all d best, shona... am there wid u always

"
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
"
- colplay's 'fix you'