my thoughts; fear and loss...

kalke flight aar aaj
what a mockery have
i made out of myself
eei char din hobe ki
eto din chilo ek rokom
r aaj palte-i dilo
ooi shob-er poribhasha
theek to noe, but ei
baar jeno harano pai
nijeke, here java manush

here gelam shei shob
muhurte jokhon amar
opor porlo raag-er baaj
dariye uthlam tarpor-i
tobe aaj mone hoye
here gechi, baje bhabe

here gelam shei shob
din jobe mana chilo
r asha-r kiron kom
joliye uthlam nijer
moddhe asto bishash,
tobe aaj bheshe jaye
shei saath, jeno erom
mone hoye

here gechi, ooi oto baar
baba-ma jokhon nakhush
ma jokhon biased r rege
r baba jokhon manaye,
kore tuli abar notun
nijeke shob bhabe
r jagayi bishash je hobe
ek na ek din hobe;
tobe aaj roye jae
shei notunota, bishash
bole uthe jeno
'cholo, aro joto paro...
dekhi koto ti paro
shehsh muhurte,
Ha hA Ha hA !'
r shei bikot bhoyaboho
hanshi, kepe uthe
amar mone, hridoye

jani, bodhae mehendi porche
r haathe call dhorte parbe na
tao mone hoye, mon-e mejaj-e
kharap ache o r tai shei
cheshta kori oke manate,
beroi ekhon 4pm office-thek
bole je doctor-appointment ache
beroi eei jonne je r lagbe na mon
kichutei joto khun na shuni awaj
shei... cheshtae...
oke kotha bolate...
oor awaj shunte...